duh duh black !!!

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Hey guys, I'm writing this because I want to get a few things sorted out and kind of express myself along the way. First off, I owe a big apology to those who I may have hurt or insulted. I broke the rules fair and square. I'd just like to say I have a huge, huge, competitive attitude,which is a big part of why I like playing TF2 center. I'll be the first to admit I can be rash, abrasive, and all around a big trash talker. To me, that just kind of comes with the competitive scene. But trust me, I'm not using that as an excuse. I admit I was wrong for saying those things and in no way do I have any justifications. I'm not an idiot, I can self reflect and I definitely see how my comments were hurtful. I just got caught up in the moment.... which brings me to my next point...I feel a warning, or at least a temp ban would suffice. Isn't that what moderation and rules are for? To teach us along the way? We all make mistakes, we all break rules. Well why on a first offense give a perma ban? And trust me, I'm not trying to minimize the things I've said and the rules I've broken. I know I was wrong to do all of that. But I'm just asking for my ban to not be a perma... I've self reflected and learned my lesson.